The Plan

The Plan;

#1 Schemer

#2 Executor

#3 Man with a plan

#4 Me

#5 Victim

Ian Goh

I dreamt of this day, but never thought it would feel this disappointing

I dreamt of this day, but never thought it would feel this disappointing;

Short update before I DOTA !

Today, came to school regardless of the fact that i was not feeling well. " Asshole " ruined my day, as usual. In an okay mood today.

I dreamt of this day, but never thought it would feel this disappointing. I never thought it would feel this awkward. I know nothing but still carry on. I have no other alternative.

Patching It Up !

Patching It Up !;

Have you ever lost a friend? Waiting for the day he/she talks to you again? Wrong. You should make the first move. Never fear. What's there to lose? I know everyone has their doubts but do as they say: Doubt not and thou shall not be doubted upon.

The first word;

The first word is crucial in this delicate matter. You can't be too hard on but also not too soft.

The Patching Up;

Patching up depends on ones own person. I can't tell you what to say. It really depends on you. If have bit of advive though, don't lose that friend again.

The Aftermath;

See how far you've progressed, adapt and continue on from there.

Nothing much today. Was supposed to go Genting but I was too lazy. Yesterday, OMG. I sat in the car (OTW back from Hulu Langat ) and got a half-an-hour lecture from my NZ uncle. Arrived at aunts house and sat there for another hour, LECTURE T_T I was pissed after that and went home straight away. Was supposed to sing karaoke at aunts house but somebody ruined my mood. Cous stayed over at my house, again. He went to Genting.

Yesterday, all my troubles seemed so far away

Now they look as though theyre here to stay,

Oh I believe in yesterday, oh I believe in yesterday.

Suddenly Im not half the man I used to be.

Theres a shadow hanging over me, oh yesterday came suddenly.

Why she had to go I dont know, she wouldnt say.

I said something wrong, now I long for yesterday.

Yesterday, love was such an easy game to play,

Now I need a place to hide away, oh I believe in yesterday.

Ian Goh

Change my life, permanently

Change my life, permanently;

Nothing much to say. I'll just walkthrough my day :

Woke up. Usual routine, brushed teeth and showered. Went down ate noodles. Went through exams. After school, went out with the guys to Salmon Steak. I haven't been there for a year O.O Went back to school thriugh the lorong. Sat for IGCSE retake. I finished English in 15 mins :D Maths, don't even get me started. Luckily Chein Wee was infront of me :D Handed up paper and went out infront of the auditorioum. Saw Jing and May Yin there. Waited for the rest to finish. Went to CC after, DOTA ! :D and now i'm here.

Life changes, we adapt.

We get hurt, we heal.

We get insulted, we ignore.

We are looked down upon, we grow taller.

But, a scarce from you, I will never heal,

An insult from you, I will never ignore.

Ian Goh

Two Drifters, Off To See The World +1

Two Drifters, Off To See The World +1;

Today, Chinese was boring. English was mediocre and Science was challenging. Learnt how to fix the 2nd layer on the rubix cube. Talked to Er Eugene in class. I finally found someone else who "tu-lan's" SOMEBODY in class.

Now, staring at geo workbook. Listening to Sinatra. Why? A lot on my mind. His music relaxes me. Waiting on Jing Her. Waiting on tomorrow. Waiting on maid to bring me my coffee. Waiting for the world to stop and realise, it's going the wrong way.

+1;

Doubt if you shall, my feelings for you are for ever more.

Ignore if you shall, I will never.

Hate if you must, but thoughts like that will never cross my mind.

Condemn if you feel, I don't mind.

Ian Goh

Save a life, save my life

Save a life, save my life;

You killed yourself and didn't think of me. I can't blame you for that, and yet I do, For now your

pain becomes my legacy.

What agony impelled you not to be? You killed yourself and didn't think of me,

Nor saw through my eyes what you made me see, Nor cared about my life when yours was through. And now your pain becomes my legacy,

And I must fight to keep my sanity, For what you did defines what must be true: You killed yourself and didn't think of me.

I cannot think you did it selfishly; So great a sacrifice leaves nothing due. But now your pain becomes my legacy,

And I must sail across that bitter sea, That leaves no trace of joy or residue. You killed yourself and didn't think of me, So now your pain becomes my legacy.

I never want to really mean this ! ):

Ian Goh

Our Bonds and Ties

Our Bonds and Ties;

Insprired by the great braChew;

Never doubt if you do, never trust if you don't; That will be my saying from now on :D

Today, Monday, the worst day of the week. Had a bad start for the week because of some asshole. Did NOTHING productive. Standard laa. Haha.

Feeling angry now. I have this urge to whack kau someone. braChew, if you ever decide to " you know what " call me. Imma' whack him until his mother cannot recognise him.

Baddd mood. Lucky Er Eugene never disturb me today but still, some assholes did.

Ian Goh