When All You Gotta' Keep It Strong

When All You Gotta' Keep It Strong;

THIS IS THE FINAL POST

Seriously, this's the final post D:

Let's recap all the wonderful memories this blog has brought to all it's readers:

1. Insults of teachers

2. Racism ._.

3. My punishment for insulting teachers :D

4. Cliche' love advice

5. The EMO trend

All those memories, down the drain with this post. I will NEVER continue this blog.

I'm at a loss of words now. It's sad parting with this blog D:

So, for my final post, i'll put up something meaningful and deep. Here's how it goes:

Have you ever realised if someone's at the verge of breaking ?

What's breaking ? It's when a person becomes so "emo" he/she cannot function properly. He/She will have loss of appetite and will isolate himself/herself from everyone around him/her. When a person breaks, it's not going to be pretty. The hours of worrying about him/her. The long consults. The non-stop rantings from the person who breaks. That's all I have ._.

To end this post, Ian Goh ! style, a poem :D

Retirement requires a goodbye,

Entailing a sudden separation.

The wound is often deeper than the why:

In truth, an unexpected revelation.

Ravenous the passage of the years

Even as we spend the days together,

Meaning more than we can tell with tears,

Each entangled in the constant other.

Now I must go, and you remain behind,

Ties so strong will not so soon unbind.

The Last Ian Goh !

I Give Up

I Give Up;

Dear readers, if any of you have been following my blog, you would know that I am in love with a girl, well, this post is to tell you i give up. I'm putting my foot down. I'm serious. I give up not because of the years i've been in love with her, not because I cannot stand it and definitly not because of her. I'm giving up, for a greater cause.

Ian Goh

Demanded by the IMBA one :D

Demanded by the IMBA one :D;

Short update because, i'm tired :D DOTA-ed the whole day ._.

Teaser :

LOVE

The most spectacular, indescribable, deep euphoric feeling for someone. Love is an incredibly powerful word. When you're in love, you always want to be together, and when you're not, you're thinking about being together because you need that person and without them your life is incomplete. This love is unconditional affection with no limits or conditions: completely loving someone.

It's when you trust the other with your life and when you would do anything for each other. When you love someone you want nothing more than for them to be truly happy no matter what it takes because that's how much you care about them and because their needs come before your own.

You hide nothing of yourself and can tell the other anything because you know they accept you just the way you are and vice versa. It's when they're the last thing you think about before you go to sleep and when they're the first thing you think of when you wake up, the feeling that warms your heart and leaves you overcome by a feeling of serenity. Love involves wanting to show your affection and/or devotion to each other. It's the smile on your face you get when you're thinking about them and miss them.

Love can make you do anything and sacrifice for what will be better in the end. Love is intense,and passionate. Everything seems brighter, happier and more wonderful when you're in love. If you find it, don't let it go.

One word frees us of all the weight and pain of life:

That word is love.

Ian Goh !

I pick myself up and get back in the race

I pick myself up and get back in the race;

In this game of love, i'm the underdog,
the black horse, the bottom of pile.
i don't mind starting late, but finishing first.
the prize i would win is you, my trophy.
the fact remains that i would never win this race.
he's just faster, stronger and better.
i'm fine with the thought of never being two inches closer to you but,
heed this reminder, i will always be there.

through the rain, your knight in shining armor will come through.
i would be your prince charming that kisses you awake from your sleep.
i would be your cure to any ailments you may have.
to end this script, i have few words of affection;

that's life, that's what all the people say. you're riding high in april, shot down in may.
that's me.

Ian Goh

Title Pending

Title Pending;

This is the first time I have ever loved;

Yours, the first face I can not forget.

I think you are afraid, perhaps, and moved

To wonder whether you should do this yet.

I also am afraid, and yet I know

That wonder is a thing that needs a yes;

Should you step back and let this moment go,

Both you and I will have to live with less.

Please trust my love, as I must trust in yours.

It's strong as steel, as delicate as lace,

Immovable as battered granite shores:

I feel its power and unremitting grace.

So come, my love, and try this love with me;

Let your love speak, and then you will agree.

Ian Goh

If only I could erase you from my mind, but the sad part is, I can never do that* editted

If only I could erase you from my mind, but the sad part is, I can never do that;

Went to pyramid today, was going to watch Harry Potter ( DDD: ) with Eugene, Joshua and the Alaistair. Went in through the front entrance saw Sheila :D

Eugene came along after and went to the cinema to buy tickets. Played at the arcade for a while. Watched Harry Potter ( which sucked ) and played at the arcade some more. When it was 6, went to redbox.

The begining was fun but, the mid and later parts were stressful, i like stressful :D Some " things " happened that I cannot mention. Oh and ZW, you can always talk to me, I know how it's like to love someone but at the same moment knowing that you can never have her ):

If there was a way, I could erase

Erase this memory of you from my mind, I would do it

Even if it takes a huge toll on me, I would

Even if the toll was to burn in hell, I would do it

I am as thick skinned as a rhino

I can never change what I like

Never knowing what it would be like without the memory,

the memory of you

*editted

I HAVE TO GO BACK TO PAINTING ! OMG. I have not painted anything in two weeks T.T

Painting helps me forget her, even though it's only for an hour. Alcohol too :D Lasts longer. Haha.

Ian Goh

Love Guru Love Struck

Love Guru Love Struck;

Today, boring. Finally, the school realised my class has no moral teacher and assigned one. Bitch. KH, sat for one and a half hour talking to Er Eugene :D Parasites kept disturbing. One black, one Asian and one indon. I didn't mean the last one :D After school, DOTA ! :O KS-ed Eugene like fuck. Haha.

So helpless, plan backfired today ): Asshole again. Sadness.

The first word i would say, excuse me?

The first thing i would do, pose WTF ! HAHA

The first contact, priceless :O

Ian Goh